Wow we only have five more hours here in California till it's 2010! I was planning on trying to draw a picture, and then releasing it on exactly 12 am just to be special. But, if I'm a little late with it no one will be mad, right? Again this year I couldn't find any friends that were having parties so I'm going to be alone at home watching the Twilight marathon for New Years. Both my parents and my sister are going to a party so I'm left here with all our animals. Oh well maybe next year I'll find a party to go to since its much funner to spend New Years with friends.
This year has been really tough for everyone around the world, hasn't it? A lot of family problems and financial problems surfaced this year. Its actually been the worst year of my life but, I got through it by myself and I've come out a lot wiser because of it. So I guess I'm glad bad things happened to me because they force you to become wiser about things. And if you don't learn the first time it'll happen again, my poor poor car. Of course some good came out of this year too. Around Christmas I got to see both my best friends. One of them I get to see once a year and the other one I haven't seen in over 5 years. I haven't had that much fun or laughed that hard in years. I wish they could live closer to me. Its very lonely here. I have friends here, but they don't share the same history like my best friends do, they can't make me laugh like they do, and they don't understand me like they do. I hope we can get that appartment together my Twin! That would be just awesome!

I've never done this before but I feel that I really need to make one this year. Heres my resolution for the New Year:

1. Lose 10 pounds. (I've already lost 10 pounds this year and I'm very secure with my image but meh my fat ass needs to lose it just in case I have to join the Navy)

2. See a Navy recruiter. ( I really don't want to but, if I cant find a job by the time I'm out of my community college then I'll have no choice)

3. Visit the art colleges I plan to go to.

4. Find a job. (I've been searching for 2 years and nothing. I need a job now more than ever)

5. Get my own place. (lol this'll never happen)

6. Get better in my art work.

7. Work on and finally release some of my stories.

8. Find and get scholarships for my education for both chaffey and my future art colleges.

9. Spend more time and talk more with my big sis and my twin. (also known as my best friends)

10. Kill my friends brains with horrible and disterbing porn. (thats right Brittney and Tyler Ima gonna get you to watch 1 guy 1 cup eventually! MUUUHHHAAAHHHAA!!!)


Love you bitches and have a happy new year!

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Hopefully this year will be better!